Heartache is not just a word—it is an actual physical reaction. The heart aches to be near the one you love. I know because I feel it, and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Sometimes I wish I didn't love so deeply, but how do you fall in love just a little bit? I feel my heart beating out its rhythm in my chest and I think...it doesn't even belong to me, it belongs to someone else...captured...stolen away during an intimate moment when hearts were being shared in quiet whispers in the dark. The thing about lending your heart to another is of course, that it may be broken, so in that moment of giving, you greet your greatest fear...heart break. Almost immediately another dialog begins making you doubt whether you can afford to truly give yourself one more time. Then, somewhere in the midst of all the second guessing, the soothing godspeak in my head calms me. I let go and breathe.
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